only one more to go!
so...it's sort of the same old story. this chemo was sort of traumatizing, sort of normal. my parents flew in yesterday morning to be at the 3rd chemo treatment with me. i met with my dr. who said that everything seemed very good and normal, according to my blood work. the only thing that was a bit low was my white blood cell count. unfortunately there's nothing i can do to help them regenerate faster...and if they are low again, i might have to postpone the last chemo by a few days. but otherwise, she said everything was looking good.
so it took about 2 1/2 hours for the whole ordeal. lots of things to inject in me. but the nurse was super nice. and she explained everything to my parents so they would understand what toxic chemicals were being injected into their daughter.
yesterday i felt okay...a little groggy and weird from the billions of anti-nausea pills they have me take beforehand. and then we drove up to vail to stay here for a while...i hope the freezing cold fresh mountain air will be a relaxing place to rejuvenate...and meditate those white blood cells into rejuventating, too.
today i feel okay...a bit groggy, a bit nauseous, but overall okay.
so, for now, the LAST chemo is scheduled for monday november 19th. that way the nausea might be gone in time for thanksgiving dinner.
This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they're a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
-Mewlana Jalaluddin Rumi 1207-1273, written in 1230
1 comment:
ming, the light is so at the end of the tunnel! here's to a giant pile of stuffing and cranberries for your favorite holiday.
xoxoxox
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