barack obama will be our president. incredible. the surge of optimism that is sweeping the country is such an incredible feeling.
today also marks, for me, another huge accomplishment - slightly less of an accomplishment than our country electing our first african american president, but still...
today was the very first day - after 8 months of trying - i was able to do a "double-under."
here's the story...at crossfit we do hundreds of different things to train our bodies and minds. one of these things is the double-under. a double-under is jumping rope but instead of passing the rope just once, you pass it twice under you as you jump. they are so hard to get. i have been trying for 8 months without one success. it's all about coordination. and today i learned that it's also all about belief and intention and practice.
the goal for the day was to do 125 double-unders. i know it's hard to understand how hard that could be. but swear it felt like it was impossible this morning. i think adrian could see the lack of hope in my eyes and said that attempts at a double-under also counted towards the 125...otherwise i would still be there tomorrow afternoon trying to finish. so the big deal is that i just kept trying. and then adrian gave me a tip...intend to pass the rope three times...because when i was trying to do a regular double-under, he could see in my body that i just knew it was impossible for me...and i would fail. if my intention was three, maybe it would help me actually get to two passes.
and it did!
i successfully completed 10 double-unders today. 10!?! until today, i had attempted for 8 months and came up with a whopping zero!
so today i learned that so much is in my mind and that so much is possible....both in the world of jump-roping and in the world-at-large. things are looking good. which is good because my next three goals are big: new boob, new car, and ONE pull-up.
This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they're a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
-Mewlana Jalaluddin Rumi 1207-1273, written in 1230
1 comment:
Wow, I can't even jump rope once! ATTAGIRL!
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