grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

you might think that i'm in surgery right now. but we're back to t minus 3 days. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

my surgery got canceled.

we got all ready. got to kaiser. put on the gown. got an iv. answered a billion questions, including: when was the last time you ate solid foods? i answered: this morning at 730. they FREAKED out. WHAT? WHEN? SERIOUSLY? 730AM?

a nurse called me last night to give me my surgery time. she said to be at kaiser at 2. she said i could eat until 730am, drink clear liquids until 11am. so i did. and then she totally was wrong. and because she told me that, they weren't able to do the surgery. grrrrrrrrrrr. they said that when you get anesthesia, all your muscles relax. it's possible food can come and you can choke and die.

so. i mean. i guess i don't want that to happen. but i'm still mad at that dumb nurse.

so, dr simonds said, we rescheduled for july 24th. i literally jumped out of the bed. SO MAD. MY MOM FLEW OUT HERE FOR THIS! I TOOK TWO WEEKS OFF! #@!!*!@!#!! THE 24TH?!?!?!?!

so dr simonds went to figure out the situation. and he came back and said, what about monday? monday afternoon.

i can do monday. i can handle monday.
but i'm still mad.